TheDailyRantingsOfAGirl

I'm dumb. I posted todays picture as one of me in shorts. Cuz some kid that use to go to my old school didn't think i had and girl clothes. so i put shorts on and took a picture and made it my picture of the day. With what i just said as the caption and he comented by saying "beautiful" with a heart beside. And my cousin TOTALY saw that. And commented telling me to put clothes on. Usually that wouldn't bother me and by the next time i see her she'd forget, but im seeing her next weekend. Not gunna be a fun time. BLEB. btw, this is my awesome santa shirt, :)

Other than that not much has happened. I'm sorta worried to see my cousin now because she is going to pester me with questions then shes gunna ask me if i have a boyfriend and make me laugh when i say no, then she'll think im lying. Bleb, honestly, how is a girl supposto have guy friends let alone a boyfriend when everyones on your back. Some want you to get one, others, like my dad, not so much. Gahh, i wanted this to be a fun summer unlike the others where i actually go out, but i'm starting to doubt it. Everyones going to be on my back about guys ( and the all guys school 2 blocks away). Maybe living near an all guys school isn't working to my advantage (N).

It's like if i have any communication with the male species it's like i'm going to kill everyone on the planet by doing that. Even family friends, people i grew up with, people i consider my cousin more than my actual cousins. I hung out with them one day, i'm not going to kill everyone on the planet. After writing all of this, i'm remembering why I've never had a boyfriend before. Although it would have been TONS easier if i had one before because nobody expected it. Whereas now, everyone my age has one so they expect me too, then they'll buy a gun then they'll chase the kid. It would be funny in a movie, but in my life? not so much. You readers are probably happy aren't you? That something interesting is FINALLY happening in my life. In a week from today, ill let you know how the meeting with my cousin went. The worst possible thing she could do is tell the adults, and if that happens hello Summer '10 under house arrest. Oh wait, no it would be Summer '10 under house arrest with not technology anywhere. Which would suck considering all i do is go for walks (house arrest) facebook (not without the computer) painting (which involves electricity, they'd probably take that away too) or reading (which means i need to get book and i wont be able to leave the house, so this wouldn't work). MY, LIFE, SUCKS. This is one of my longest rantings isn't it? About not being able to communicate with the opposite gender. Maybe having guy friends can hold off for another 30 years. When it's time to discover whether ill be a cat lady or not. I doubt my parents would have a problem with that, 'long as the cats are all females of course. Remind me to never do this to my kids. To just narrow it down to sex is bad rather than assuming "hi" is code for "wanna bang?"

This is where i start thinking about things my cousin has done that her parents don't know about and threaten her. I'll wait til after she gives me the gift to do this. :) Lol, i wouldn't do that, thats a dream i'de make up before going to bed :P MUAHAHAHAH.

Eleni (link in the sidebar) is finally being nice and living up to her blog awesomeness. She's actually blogging again and making it up to her readers by posting 34567876543567 blogs. Her blog is way more popular than mine so it must actually be good.:) I kid, it is. And she has really great style and i'm actually going to her for help on stuff i should buy.

My tooth is hurting. :( I'll leave it at that. Sorry for boring you with details about my dilemma.